One of the habits that I have that has been both a blessing and a curse is that I tend to hoard stuff. I have kept the hoarding mainly designated to books, because I do not believe that will place me on that awful Hoarders show. The only other things that I excessively save are notes and letters I’ve received from the past. I was digging through a box today when I came across a letter my ex-hubby wrote right after I left him. Here you go:
To my love the Best wife ever
I Have Really Been Doing some hard Thinking and Besides stresses of my Back a Dumb Bad and A poor economy and way to many Bills I have come to realize that my actions are to Blame.
I Have Been A very poor Husband and my Priorities are really screwed up.
I Totally Have not Been spending enough close time with you or making you feel special and I don’t kiss you enough and It’s not because I Don’t love you or like to
I have took things for granit though things were better than they were and not attending to your needs when I should Have Been and have not took you to nice places enogh.
also I Have not Been doing my Part of HouseHold chores like I should Have Been, you are the hardest working wife ever and should not Have to come Home to A mess after such A long day. I have Been very poor for noticing these things Becaus I can be kind of Dumb sometimes
I know you can’t Pay all the Bills and I really need to step it up and not Be lazy with work.
I’v made you unHappie for A long time now and not even Relized it
I Have A lot to change and will now try to change
I Know you want Babies and I Due to, I Hope it Has nothing to do with you wanting to leave
I also understand why you want to go and I don’t blame you, this would be a lot to Deal with for A long time
We Have Been together for A long time and I know we have A lot of Good memeries and Happines in the past
I Really love you more than anything in the world and want you to be Happie
I really couldn’t imagin life without you and fear facing it I know I Have A lot of issues But please Before we call it quits for Good and move on, I ask you as your loving Husband that we give it some time and take some merital counciling together so I can make you Happy again, I do believe you want to Be married to me and I want to make you Happy
I know I can change things to make you Happy if you let me pleas don’t give up on our marrage just yet
your loving husband
Yeah, I kind of felt like a Bitch after that one.